My Mind*

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: I wanna hold your hand (gosh I hate the beatles)

Isn't that what an LJ is for? That's what I've used it in the past for anyway.
Yesterday I spent time with a group of friends out in Mesa and the realization finally dawned upon me that while they encompassed me with suffocating amounts of love and affection, I'd distance myself. I felt almost afraid to touch them, juxtaposed to my old self who would attack them with a lung-demolishing hug. :( I love getting hugs from my friends and I had been dodging around them like the plague for the last couple months!
So I slipped away for just a moment to immerse myself in silence and breathe in the sharp wind that cut through the trees and entangled my hair with some sort of strange dance. Only a single person crossed through my secluded haven, muttering how she hated the storm clouds. I, for one, love storm clouds and their majestic apearance. Maybe, just maybe, eveything needs a flaw so that people don't stare in wonder their entire lives at how beautiful everyone seems.

:) I donated blood the other day. Despite of of the ellubriant anouncements (woot! vocab word!... I'm not even sure if I used/spelled it correctly. I'll have to check), I felt as though I had joined a bright colored cult instead of a team of superheroes. :) it was great. Since Batman is an anti-hero, can he be part of the blood doning cult that sports skin tape wrapped around the arm? Yeah, I'll be that superhero.
 

Current Mood: giddy

I went to colton's house the other day and we watched Cloverfield. Honestly, that movie is ridiculous. The beginning is SO boring!!!!!! It simply refused to catch attention. Because the film was supposed to look as though someone had video taped the entire thing, the filming was AWFUL and quite annoying and, of course, there was no music playing in the background. Sorry, but music always sets the mood and makes me feel as though I'm in the movie because music has a strong effect on emotions. When it finally became interesting, the monster/alien/whatever it was looked ridiculous and very fake. Every time I saw it I thought, "I didn't know we were watching godzilla!" Yeah, it was that bad. 
But we went to go see that practice rodeo that night, so it was fun.